Wow, was I feeling down today. That interview on Monday, rather than leaving me feeling up, has had the opposite effect. And as I said in a comic back in November, I was preparing to work, full time with Plow & Hearth. I was already looking into putting my house on the market and thinking about moving to a new town, a new state, a whole new area of the country. I was getting ready to begin the next chapter in my life.

Yet, here I am. Mowing this lawn for the first time in 2017. A yard I thought back in November (here’s the comic where I talk about this) I would never have to work on again.

I’m still trapped in this old chapter. A chapter that continues to spiral down.

I really don’t know how long I can continue like this.